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#81

nobody@vox.com(sweetmiseryy) — Sun, 31 Aug 2008 14:45:09 +0800

I've been thinking a lot lately - thoughts that I've never wanted to confront. Questions such as "Who am I?" and "What am I meant to do?" constantly prompting me to think, attacking my brain cells one by one. I've yet to gain the courage actually....

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#80

nobody@vox.com(sweetmiseryy) — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 22:03:24 +0800

She is ashamed of me. Very ashamed to the extent of asking me to go far away. I didn't know she harbours such thoughts in her head, I thought... I thought she loved me for who I am. No, she loved me for the sake of loving me. How could I have been...

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#79

nobody@vox.com(sweetmiseryy) — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 02:00:29 +0800

Elaine-chan and I attended Day 2 of the Asean+3 film festival at the Sinema at the Old School not long ago. About 3/4 of the Sinema theatre room was occupied, but actually I expected more. However, lesser people meant more space to occupy. The sea...

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#78

nobody@vox.com(sweetmiseryy) — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 01:03:49 +0800

I can't stand the emptiness anymore. I'd rather give up my love for the fun time we can share If I can't be your girlfriend, it's pointless to continue loving you. I am going to press my heart's reset button, Start to look at your bad points only....

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#77

nobody@vox.com(sweetmiseryy) — Sun, 24 Aug 2008 23:11:32 +0800

I am clueless about various matters. But the ones related to you seem to be overpowering. It drains even the last ounce of my energy in the middle of this night. I still end as clueless as before. Do I have the choice of giving it all up and just ...

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#76

nobody@vox.com(sweetmiseryy) — Sun, 24 Aug 2008 18:19:33 +0800

Koizora (Sky of Love) "How did you find me?" "That is the power of my love for you." (Though it was a sad scene, it made me laugh.) *** "I'd rather to compared to the sky than the river. No matter where Mika is, I can instantly find her. For so...

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#75

nobody@vox.com(sweetmiseryy) — Sun, 24 Aug 2008 16:26:58 +0800

The uncertainty I can't take anymore. This torturous journey seems endless. Selfishly I wish for you to hold me tight, say everything will go well. That missing puzzle in my life, when will it ever be completed? When I do find the last piece, wil...

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#74

nobody@vox.com(sweetmiseryy) — Sun, 24 Aug 2008 15:16:57 +0800

It brought back so many memories. The time when I really put in my best and gave my best shot, making sure that everything I do is perfection. I still don't know what pushed me, but it made happy in the sense that I felt at last I learnt something...

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#73

nobody@vox.com(sweetmiseryy) — Sun, 24 Aug 2008 12:13:18 +0800

It used to be a song we both shared. Not like any other typical lovers, but as soul mates. You will always be my friend; no other relations can surpass that.

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#72

nobody@vox.com(sweetmiseryy) — Fri, 22 Aug 2008 15:37:37 +0800

They became the days of merriment, or so I thought until dark thoughts started to loom in my mind. Seriously, why is it me having these thoughts of rejection?

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