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When you said goodbye, I was searching earnestly for a slight possibility of meeting you again. Even if it is going to be many years from now, I won’t mind the wait. But, the more I searched, the more I realise that there are no such chances of meeting with you again. My eyes stinged with tears as the realisation hit hard. I knew just then what exactly I should do so that I won’t think back this moment and regret not doing it. I ran back to you, like a coward who is afraid of losing something precious. I ran and ran with all my might like never before in my life or never again. Pass the college entrance. It may be the last time I’ll be meeting you but I’ll live my life for the sake of meeting you again, I thought as I waved frantically back at the smiling you, though I knew you hurt as bad as I do inside.

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I've lost something important of small things
The cold ring showed its glimmer to me
I said, "All I need is today," but that wasn't the case
The door to you vanished without a sound

The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying
That way the door won't make a sound

I wanted to become the only one who can heal you, who is needed by everyone,
and I've endured it a little too much

To wish for own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up

The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once

As the small earth rotates, I learn to become more kind

I want to hug you once more, as soft as I can

- だれかのねがいがかなうころ (When Someone's Wish Comes True) by Utada Hikaru