chapterFOURTYSIX

Only looking at
the beauty of the other side,
I failed to notice
the beauty of the nearest you.

I'm thinking of writing one-shot fanfic stories. I was inspired to write after reading some of those online, just for the thrill of finding out how creative I can be. *thinks*

Oh sheesh, I spent last night worrying about installing some kind of Mac software to recover my iPod songs that I forgot to take some screenshots of episode 2 and 3 of Last Friends. Well, not in a hurry to blog about it, but I was planning to do so today. Maybe I should be the guai intern and complete all pending works by the end of work.

Random ranting (something I've been thinking about, maybe, don't know. still in progress actually.)

Not falling for anyone,  
The pain I am enduring 
cannot be prolonged.  
Through stormy and sunny days, 
I rather have my company. 

Myriad of confusion
surfaces around me.
When I see you,
once firm me falls again
How do I get rid of it
to stand strong with my decision?
Decision not the same
because of you.

Somehow, somehow, I thought this can work out.
The rate it is going, don't you doubt that too?
End the fake felicity in front of our friends
it will stop us from falling deeper
into the facade of love.

Myriad of confusion
surfaces around me.
When I see you,
once firm me falls again
How do I get rid of it
to stand strong with my decision?
Decision not the same
because of you.

As darkness fall, I thought once again,
is it happily ever after?