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Does everything go well only when it is planned out? But, sorry, that certainly is not the case for me. I know myself the best and I know very well I won't carry out what I plan. Even if it is a fantastic one and I seemed to be excited about it while planning it with you. That whole conversation was a waste time, wasn't it, now that you come to think of it? I mean, why plan out when I'm certain I won't carry it out. Oh gosh, sorry for the waste of time. Now, I've to call you and break the news that I didn't even carry out the first task we planned out.

A day that would come once in every 4 years is being spent as though it is just another day. Yes, it is just another day, but I am a pretty sentimental person and dates play a role in the decisions I make. For instance, if I'm going to change a daily routine of mine like maybe, doing push-ups before going to bed, I'll start it on the first day of the month. Even if I made the decision on the second day of the month, I'll wait till that new month to come before implementing. Whether I DO implement it is another issue. Yup, dumb - you can say. It is, actually, but it is just who I am. Back to the day that comes every 4 years. Well, nothing to say about that actually. Just that I'll be meting with the group like every Friday to unwind to the Friday night breeze and some music, and of course, who can forget the late movies. Life might look good now, but I question myself, for how long it will be so?